Too many times tonight were people telling me .. at least this.. at least that. Before I explain my situation, how much does that piss you off? I mean really, at least is just saying you got the LEAST best thing possible.. it means something failed and you have to settle for second best or nothing at all. That's exactly what I was faced with tonight. This is gonna be a nice sappy story so buckle up.
It didn't just start tonight, it's been an ongoing thing. My girlfriend bails on me here and there, is a bit close to some of her guys friends and you'd think nothing of it right, it happens. Wrong. She constantly kept it up and on top of it all made no effort in making me feel like she really cared. Yeah, i'm a dude, should I not care? Maybe. But I do, it's been so long and i'm really into this girl. So maybe it was time for me to step up again and say something.. I ask for just a talk and here we are. Apparently she realized she'd been a pretty awful girlfriend lately, no one can deny that. She also pointed out that I was the best boyfriend ever and that I deserve much better. Again, no one can deny that because no one deserves to be treated like such shit all the time. The unfortunate part is that even though she has the "best boyfriend ever" and he's willing to try, she isn't. She figures that she knows herself and doesn't believe we could ever succeed in our relationship. So that's it.
At least we can still be friends?
At least we're better off than not being friends at all?
That's bullshit. Second best or nothing at all? Either way it's not what I want, but I have no choice anymore. Time to move on.
Plus sides? Well yeah, I mean I was never gonna do any kind of drug while I was with her. She hated it and I avoided them for her, sad huh. But with her gone I might as well get some ganj goin right.. Deals are another thing. Growing the hair out and beard.. I'm sure i'll fit right into this blog perfectly now.
K. Willheim ~ Prost
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